Up
until i was three
it's
always was my dad and me
no
matter what was tossed our way
our
bond was solid
our
life was gay
struggle
was constant, but we didn't care
peanut
butter 'n jelly, macaroni and cheese
our
bond was solid
our
life was a breeze
as
i turned six i asked about her
the
one who caused anger to occur
she
wasn't important that's what he said
our
bond was solid
she
was practically dead
on
my eighth birthday there was a surprise
my
dad met a woman with hazel eyes
he
said that he needed another adult
our
bond was solid
who
would know the result
of
a cold hearted woman that hated me so
twisted
my father 'till i didn't know
if
he still loved me and wanted me there
our
bond was solid
so
she didn't dare
try
to get rid of me before i was nine
i
saw right through her chronic whine
so
did my dad to my relief
our
bond was solid
my
one true belief
when
i was ten i started to see
how
dad was dreadful to his own family
it
seemed to be centered upon the female part
our
bond was solid
be
silent my heart
now
i'm eleven and quite a child
my
impact on father is hardly mild
holding
on still to my one true love
our
bond is solid
till
push comes to shove
for
all the years i've known my dad
there's
only one thing that makes me sad
you
see way deep in my heart i know for sure
our
bond is solid
it
will always endure
however
i know in my deep subconscious
my
dad hates women that's why he's obnoxious
to
female members both family and friend
our
bond is solid
it
will never end
tomorrow
i'll play ball with dear old dad
and
look back at all the fun we've had
we'll
laugh and laugh and put on a show
our
bond is solid
i
simply won't grow
(
found in a diary of a young female on the verge of womanhood )
Note: As always, everything from Ish and VERONICA is printed here in first, final, and
only draft. There is no editing of even a single word. (You will note that Ish often types without using upper
case letters.)
This poem from Ish is printed here exactly as he typed it via the deep trance channeling of
April Crawford, one letter at a time using one finger on each of the trance channel's hands.